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This is the 2nd time I'm updating my LJ today. And it's all his fault! *pokes  *
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I mean, yeah, I know I keep saying Hyesung is my wife and he's mine and yada, yada, yada, but I'm just saying that for the heck of it.
I know I fight with everyone and say he's mine blah, blah, blah but I do that coz it's just fun.
But *insert curse word here*, Shin Hye Sung/Jung Pil Gyo, I really really really really really really really really really really really really wanna marry you now.
Like for real.
Like, really badly.
As in.
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Today I took a walk down memory lane. Like, literally.
First, I met up with ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) miyawoks's dad to get the stuff she sent me. Thank you Gab! *huggles* Kkkkkkk~ I now have my I ♥ NY shirt. I dunno who has this shirt among Shinhwa, if it's Jinnie or Andy, can someone tell me? LOL! I can't wait to wear it with everyone else who has the same shirt and walk around SM Mall of Asia like we own it. XD Along with the shirt came pictures of miyawoks, parkchongjae, leechunsa, jangneri and Kate when they went out last Saturday.
Looking at the pictures is bittersweet for me. TT TT I see all 5 of them, and I see a blank spot somewhere. I should have been there. One member is missing. After all, there's supposed to be six of us.
I guess this was how Andy felt when he left the group. *hugs Andy...LOL!*
Anyway, after that I went to Polymedic Hospital (considered the tallest building here at 7 stories high, --.--') and ended up in Kalambagohan St., the street where I grew up. I think we stayed there since I was 2 years old up to around 4th grade so I guess I was 9-10 years old. Waaaah~ It's amazing how the whole place has changed. It's not as noisy as it used to be with small motorelas rushing in and out. Some of the houses that were there are now gone. What used to be a residential area is now full of small beerhouses and restaurants. Something like the pojangmacha in Korea but permanently built to a spot.
Some of the stuff from my past are still there though. I still remember a lot of the things I did there. I visited my grandma's old place, where my aunt's store used to be located; the dentist near her place; the fire hydrant I used to sit on...--.--'
I reminisced for a good 10 minutes while waiting for a cab. It took me a long time to realize that the street was a one way street and cabs didn't normally pass there. Aigoooo~ TT TT Anyway, I looked at the long expanse of Tiano St. and I kept thinking to myself, "Well, if I can see Dynasty hotel from here, it's not THAT far, right?" so I decided to walk to McDonald's (which is near the hotel).
One important lesson: I realized if you're familiar with a place, it SEEMS near to you, but in reality, it's NOT.
I walked...and walked...and walked...for a good 15 minutes. If you live in my country, that's not normal. You usually find SOMETHING that can take you there for a cheap price- be it a jeep, a trike, or whatever.
I finally reached McDonalds, tired, but full of new memories of places I haven't visited for such a long time.
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| Hometown Blues |
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I went out with Maricris from high school today. ^^ It was fun, we haven't seen each other since April (I think) but it was kinda sad coz Eve wasn't there to join us. We did what we do best- EAT. LOL! Nyahahahahaha~ In high school, every time I went out with Katrina, Maricris, Magel, Kamila and Eve, all we ever did was eat. Lunch at McDonald's, snacks at Mr. Donut, dinner at Jollibee~ Ahhh, those were the days. LOL!
When Katrina, Maricris, Jihan and I were in College, we still ate a lot. This time though, we went to more expensive places for casual dining. LOL! Italianni's for lunch, Starbucks for snacks, Fuzion for dinner and Jack's Loft for midnight snack. O_o OMO!~
Today, we went to Candy's. Kkkkkk~ leechunsa, I didn't know your place had such great food. LOL!
We just went around the mall and talked a lot. She's moving to the States in August. Damn, I'm gonna lose another friend to that blasted country again. TT TT Anyway, we still have 2 months to go. We promised we'll go out more often, after all, we only have each other left here in CDO. Yeah sure, we went to high school here, but we don't mesh well with our high school friends anymore- except for Eve though. We've accepted the fact a long time ago that we've all grown apart from those people who stayed here.
Anyway, I brought her to my favorite store in that mall:
JAPAN HOME!
leechunsa, jangneri, remember this store? LOL! It's funny that the owners thinks that seeing that peace sign is supposed to remind a person of Japan. It applies to me! ^^;V
I brought her clothes shopping also- for baby boys. ^^ (Uh, no, I'm not pregnant, heaven forbid. --.--') I'm so excited for Tiantian's arrival so I bought these! I'm sending them to Bicol as soon as I get the address.
For Tiantian!
We met a lot of people from high school today. I guess a lot of people were out malling coz it was a Saturday afternoon. *SIGH* I dunno but for some reason, I don't like seeing people from my past...those people who weren't in my class anyway. --.--' It brings back a lot of negative feelings.
EDIT: I just saw SooHo's "Spring, Summer, Fall, Winter" on Arirang and damn it, I wanna *whackwhackwhack* that girl! My sister and I sooooo~ wanna kill that girl now. TT TT She was partnered with Lee Dong Wook in that video (and OMO, KCM and that GOD guy were there too) and she's that girl in Hyesung's Don't Leave video who sat on his lap and held hands with him.
*SHARPENS KNIVES*
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This stuffed toy reminds me of sleepovers at leechunsa's place and random photoshoots, imitating all sorts of Shinhwa poses.
I happen to pass by it while I was in SM. LOL!
Last Saturday was so much fun, I hung out again with my cousins from my mom's side of the family. Hihihi, we celebrated Sheila's birthday and at the same time, her "capping". She's taking up BS Nursing and apparently, that whole ceremony is a big event.
We had fun, teasing Kuya Xy and Kuya Bjorn about their "Meal C" and hogging McFlurry and as well as cooing to Baby Vince. ^^ Kkkk~ We were so noisy there coz at one point during dinner, Vince managed to enter the play place and wouldn't come out! Since all of us were over 12 years old, we couldn't enter it. XD Kuya Bjorn...oh yes, all almost-6-feet and almost-200-pounds of him had to climb in and try to coax Baby out of the play place. LOL! It was hilarious and people were staring at us, but howell, that's family- they're loud and rowdy but you just love them. ^^;;
Me and "the nurse". I get kicks calling her that. LOL! I didn't notice the shot was blurry though. --.--'
Today, I went to a travel agency to ask for rates, coz my sister and I might go to Hong Kong this October. (EDIT: I told my mom I really want Korea and she gave her infamous "we'll see" answer.) Well, knowing my mom, she's bound to change her mind, but for the mean time to appease her, I went today to check them out anyway. Hong Kong and Singapore are priced at around US$500 while Korea is US$700. That's the cheapest rate they could give me. Aigoooo~ I'm not thinking about it yet coz I know plans are going to change. But damnit, I wanna go to Korea!! I'm hoping I can convince my mom to hold the travelling plans and save more so that my sister and I can go on a grand tour.
She can stalk her Lee Dong Wook and I can stalk my Shin Hye Sung.
Anyway, when I entered the agency, I noticed that there were three Korean ahjummas/unnies sitting down on the bench. They were so noisy, but I didn't mind them, that's typical Korean. XD Anyway, I was talking to someone about the rates when I noticed that they kinda got...quiet. So I turned to their direction and noticed that they were staring at me.
I wondered, do I have a sign on my head that says, "I'm obsessed with Korea"?
Well, I didn't mind them, got my rates and went out of the agency. As I was opening the door, I saw the answer to my questions:
It was pinned to my bag the whole time. --.--'
Aigoo.
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First: Do you think I can trust Philippine Post? LOL! Let's hope...*cross fingers together*
Second: Too many things have happened since my last update. Let's see...I fought with my mom again. TT TT But at least this time, I think I already got my message accross. I'm actually touched how everyone is willing to adjust according to my wishes, while I on the other hand, am selfish and adamant.
But I refuse to feel guilty.
If I feel guilty then stay and drown in my misery, it won't do anyone any good either. It's a big decision, but I must stand firm. I must stick to my principles and do what I think I deserve.
So guys, expect me back in Manila by the end of this year. ^^
I'm excited but scared too, but hell, this is what I live for!
Remember this entry?
Yeah it sucks, doesn't it?
But I think it's time to follow my dreams...and fly to the stars...Once in a Lifetime...
Third: Craaaaaaaap~ That was one of the reasons why I never wanted to come back here! My past is haunting me!
I CAN'T BELIEVE I SAW YOU AGAIN! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU ACTUALLY TALKED TO ME, YOU...YOU...*whack* How could you? I didn't recognize you, although I knew it was you. Crazy, but that's how I felt. "I'll go to your house again soon?" Do you think I want you to?
Are you going to try to bring back the old times like everything was just peachy? I'm sorry but I'm not going to fall for that again, you jerk. You piss me off so much! Yet I couldn't do anything but smile because it was nothing, right? --.--'
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| Harajuku, much? |
[11 Jun 2006|09:11pm] |
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As part of my intense campaign to "never lose myself".
I am, after all, the original Harajuku Girl! LOL! Aja!
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| Korea, 화이팅! |
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Yesterday was a happy day. Wheeee~ I got a parcel from Ino 언니!! <333 It contained my favorite candy in the whole wide world, (thanks to Jerry Yan --.--') Tokuno Original High Concentrated Milk Candy UHA and a pack of Korean candies too! Tsk tsk, I really have to brush my teeth more often, my mouth has never been empty since yesterday. XD Kkkkkkk~ I swear, I wish they sold UHA here and I'd be a happy girl. ^^
Makes my mouth water. *drool*
Plus we have a stock of chocopie here in the house. Hihihi! Really.must.diet. >.<
언니, 사랑해! <333 I've been showing off my candies to everyone in the house. Hahaha! XD
The World Cup has begun (Here we go! Ole ole ole! XD RICKY SUNG!) I totally hate it that the Philippines is not a football country. Dang it, football is the only sport that I actually enjoy (watching) and futsal is the only sport I dare to play (with friends). And right now, I'm trying not to use "soccer" to describe the game. Damn Americans, it's football! --.--'
I can't watch from any local channel. I mean I don't think it even made local news! T_T I have to content myself with watching from CNN, ESPN or this blasted French channel on cable. It's pathetic, I know.
I'm cheering for S. Korea (Once in a lifetime...Fly to the star...), Brazil, Germany and England (OMG David Beckham, I <3 you!). Hmmm...let's see where S. Korea will reach! LOL! First game will be on June 13 and I'll be watching...THE SIDELINES. XD Korea, Korea, Korea, FIGHTING!
FINALLY! Yesterday, I found a Korean tutor who can teach me Korean. AJA! I'm so happy! I'm gonna have to call her first though and ask for the details. Hmmm...I might do that Monday. 화이팅!
And lastly, I invite everyone to take a look at the song I am listening to now (especially you, jangneri). Oh yes, he sings! XD
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My first ever "husband" might have just gotten married without me knowing it! T_T
Zac Hanson to wed longtime girlfriend
TULSA, Okla. - Zac Hanson of pop group Hanson will marry longtime girlfriend, Kate Tucker, this weekend, the group's publicist said.
Katie McNeil said, Hanson, 20, and Tucker, 22, his girlfriend of five years, will marry Saturday in Atlanta. (Yeah, I think that was after the time we broke up. --.--')
"The couple is planning an intimate ceremony with close family and friends," McNeil said in an e-mail. (GOOD! Coz I want a grand wedding, Shin Hye Sung!)
Hanson and his brothers Isaac, 25, and Taylor, 23, formed Hanson in Tulsa. They are best known for their 1997 hit single, "MMMBop," which helped ignite the boy band craze.
The trio is now working on a follow-up to their 2004 album, "Underneath."
Just one thing: I'm sooooooooo glad I'm totally over you. *sharpens knives for that Kate Tucker beee-atch*
I belong to Shin Hye Sung now. 
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It's official- BUEN CAMINO is the worst song ever ever ever ever ever. (Good morning...)
Not only did he sing it with his childhood-crush-singer-friend (who has the weirdest voice)...
...He also sang it with another girl (who looked so giddy *whackwhackwhack*) in MNET School of Rock (she sang his childhood-crush-singer-friend's part).
*wails* I wanna sing it with him! (T m T)
These past few days while downloading comeback perfs and etc., I've been scheming on how to possibly get close to Shinhwa and get to go backstage with them- because I'm allowed to. Here are the possible ways:
1. Get a job in local media and tell them they must ABSOLUTELY buy this talent search contest in Korea called "Battle Shinhwa" coz Jin Tae Hwa is hot. Then later, convince them that they must ABSOLUTELY bring Shinhwa to the Philippines.
Downside: Shinhwa pencil sharpeners will be sold in Quiapo. 'Nuf said.
2. Go to Korea and apply for whatever job in MNet/KBS/SBS/MBC/Arirang and then get an excuse to interview Shinhwa. ("Oh because I'm not a fan so there is no chance I will freak out when I am around them!" *faints*)
Downside: I think the first three words are the problematic with this one. Plus, I don't even understand Korean. Who am I gonna talk to? Eric?
3. Go to Korea (I never give up, do I? --.--') and teach English and then tell Good Entertainment Shinhwa desperately needs English lessons and give it to them for free.
Downside: I might end up strangling Hyesung for his fobbyness. >_<
4. Befriend Pia's friend who is close to Machi who is close to Vanness who is close to Kangta who is close to Sungie (or Vanness who is close to Sungie, we can skip Kangta XD). 0.o
Downside: Ehhhhhhhhh?
5. Stalk Shinhwa in Korea and then pretend to be a lost foreigner and charge in backstage, asking for directions. Unintentionally faint from exhaustion in front of Hyesung but softly say "I love you" before slipping into "oblivion".
Downside: What are the chances I'll actually reach backstage without being stopped by the AMU?
*bangs head on the wall*
Damn, I am desperate. But I must absolutely, definitely, without a doubt see them in person someday. Preferrably before I turn 40. XD LOL! AJA!
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My Tita Muritz is baaaaack! ("Tita" is "A Yi" in Chinese/"Auntie" in English)
Ever since, I've been going out nonstop. LOL! XD I haven't slept properly for days now, trying to stay online until the wee hours of the morning. When my Dad gets back, I'm gonna be back to sleeping before midnight. T______T But while he's still out, I'm abusing the PC. LOL!
Last Saturday, we challenged Tita Muritz to drive all the way to church. Haha, LOL, she was able to do it, but I had to stay in the front seat to guide her coz she knows squat on where to pass. What would she do without me? 0.o So I was the "co-driver", constantly telling her where to go and how to park. Aigooooo.
We went to the Del Fierro's house later that night to visit. Baby Nate is soooo grown up already! ^^ And sooo cute! I wish I took a picture of him but I totally forgot coz Teacher Marla was telling me all about the GK community here. I'm planning to volunteer for Gawad Kalinga here just so it'll feel like Ateneo again. *sigh* And she offered to refer me for this job in Banco de Oro.
But maaaaaaaan, I totally hate banks. I practically grew up in one (coz my mom used to work in a bank) and I don't think I can stand it, facing Excel the whole day, counting money and making reports. I don't want a routine job. T_________T Somebody rescue me!! They were telling me just to give it a try but I really don't want to. I made Tita Muritz promise me to help me look for a job. Anything but a bank, please.
And then I drove the car on the way home. Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!
Yesterday, we went to the beach (again)! For the Nth time this summer! Haha! I swear, I don't want to see any body of water for the next few months. T__________T But it was fun. It was supposed to be Tito Telo's 62nd birthday...and it's almost been 3 years since he passed away.
Well, as people leave us, more people are also added into our lives. Right now, the whole clan is doting on three babies. Baby Nash who is in Ireland right now, Baby Shane, my beloved godchild and Baby Vince, the only boy among the lot.
Baby Shane! Hao ke ai!
^ This pic is distorted. 0.o
Kkkk~ That's the clan at the beach, bumming around and listening to Tita Muritz's stories about the Carribean.
After that, we went to the mall to shop for stuff coz the kids needed school supplies and the adults...just wanted to shop. Bwahahahaha! XD Apparently, Tita Muritz buys stuff for the kids who are still in school every year but I got excluded coz I was in Manila. Hihihi, now I can ask for anything I want. I want a job?!
So we were there in the mall, like one big group. It reminded me so much of leechunsa's family. Kkkkkkk~ It was fun...and exhausting at the same time, but I was totally in my element. I was their stylist, telling them what the trends were for this year and which clothes looked good and what not (that Fashion Merchandising subject paid off), LOL!
Baby Vince looking at a play center from the outside. He looked so cute and deprived! Haha! Well, we couldn't let him play coz we were so busy shopping and no one could watch him.
And here's one picture from Kuya Xy's wedding a few weeks ago.
Hihihi, doing the Sam Soonie pose. XD
Ate Tata, Me, Ate Hyle, Tita Musa, Kaleen, Cha2x and my sister Honey. Sheila's the one on top.
( Look who's a camwhore too )
OMG, I <333 you, you whore. XD
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[27 May 2006|08:56pm] |
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大家好! 我的名字是朱芯瑩。
Kkkkkkk~ I know lately I've been writing and spazzing in Korean, but you can never take Chinese from me. Come what may, I will always return to my roots.
Perfecting my Chinese is my life's passion. I know I didn't get to meet my Grandpa Zhu Song Hiong coz he died when my mom was young, but having my A Yi Bebie tell me, "Papa would've been proud of you Rhanie" is enough to inspire me and to remind me of who I am.
The name means (Zhu Xin Ying) the word 瑩 can be compared as "glowing" so in another words, you are the girl (refer to beautiful flower bud) that is outstanding (refer to glowing). - Ino Unnie
Isn't my name just beautiful?
Thank you Ino jiejie! Xie xie for such a beautiful name. ^^
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[21 May 2006|10:51pm] |
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OMG, 51,235 copies after its first week of release!
DAESANG DAESANG DAESANG!! XD
0.o I look scary.
I finally decided to wear some makeup today. After being mistaken as a high school student last month, to being asked how old I was when we watched "The Da Vinci Code" yesterday, I realized "my look" has some serious growing up to do. -_-;;
I just realized, last night, I was talking to 6 people at the same time. Kkkkkk~ And no one noticed that I slept at 2 am. 0.o But I didn't even sleep yet when I hit the sack coz I still read a few pages of "The Da Vinci Code" so I really slept at around 3. I'm on a "The Da Vinci Code" spree. I'm rereading the book to closely see how well they adapted it into a movie. I'm so overzealous about the whole thing.
But then today, I woke up with a cold. *sniff*
But it's okay, I'll get my sleep back this week before Ino Unnie and I start on our "Vampire Saga". Besides, driving class will end on Wednesday so I won't feel anxious to wake up anymore and I'm actually excited for tomorrow coz my sister wants to eat in that Hangguk Shikdang! XD Uh-uh, MY SISTER wants to eat Korean food. Wheeeeeeeee~ LOL!
Anyway I cannot believe Michelle dongsaeng tricked me into making this for her:  I swear, that dongsaeng is a bully! *giggles* I was tricked into "freely" giving her Sungie's...-_-;; Kkkkk~ Arasso, arasso, as long as I get Sungie's left arm. I want the arm with the scar. Rawwrrrr. XD
And now, I have a story to tell. LOL! This is after watching 060517 MBC SECTION TV-Once in a Lifetime MV Filming with English subs. XD
ENGLISH SUBS ARE <333333!
Jinnie Oppa looking so hot and serious...but these two idiots are...
...raping each other. MINSYUNG! <3 They can never be totally serious, can they?
And look at these two idiots, laughing at Dongwan. XD
Kim Dongwan!! Do you want to be tortured by fangirls?! Kkkkkkkkk~ Hahaha, you're crazy! You're the one to talk!
I'm really curious. I wanna watch Oot Cha Sa coz damn it, I understand the Korean inside joke.
Kkkkkkkkk~ They just can't sit still! XD
<3333333 I know Siopao. I know.
And maaaaan, Jinnie's "DREAM STORY" is soooooo dorky. So Shinhwa.
8th jib berries?!?! 0.o
Once in a Lifetime tree?!?!
I wonder who taught you those things. -_-;;
Well, what do you know?!?! None other than Shinhwa's head dork!
Who wants to catch Dongwan's spit? LOL!! XD jangneri?
Video Credits
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LOL! Shinhwa totally makes me happy. XD
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TODAY IS THE DAY I'M GOING TO GET MY 8TH JIB! *evil laugh*
Oh damn, I think I'm gonna get sick. T________T My throat hurts. Huhuhu!
Anyway, I was tagged by Linah (offstyle) so here goes:
Take a look a your LJ friends list, then list up to ten (10) things you want to say to ten (10) different LJ friends. Do NOT state who these people are. DO NOT confirm nor deny any "comment speculation". Then tag five (5) people.
1. You know, our KnR theory is way way waaaaaaaaay better. *sticks tongue out*
2. You NEVER update. LOL! And I NEVER know where you are. XD
3. GOONG GOONG GOONG! MY GIRL! DBY! LOL! I miss you, doc!
4. Hmmm...is your corner still as purple as before?
5. You still owe me a manip and some icons. LOL! *I wonder who you are* I <3333 you!
6. Tsk tsk tsk, who has bigger boobs, you or your husband? My BURGER KING misses you..(T m T)
7. Friend, I never knew they could drag you into LJ. Tsk tsk tsk.
8. YOU! If they knew what I knew, I wonder what they would do. *halaaaaaaaaa*
9. Hahaha, you spend too much time in the shower with your clones! XD
10. Unnie, your hubby is so pretty! LOL! XD
I tag leechunsa, jangneri, miyawoks, carding_20 and kris244. Kkkkkkkk~
EDIT: Oh shit, Mead Johnson called me up! They want me to go for an interview with them for a one month Marketing project thingy. I WANNA GO! Damn, damn damn.
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Wheeee~ Hello Kitty sheets! XD
And look, there's Hyesung the dog!
Aren't they soooo pweeeetty?
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